The two lives of Lydia Bird : a novel
(Book)

"Lydia and Freddie had been together for more than a decade, and Lydia thought their love was indestructible. When Freddie dies in a car accident, Lydia wants to hide indoors and sob until her eyes fall out. Knowing Freddie would want her to try to live fully, happily, even without him, she enlists his best friend, Jonas, and her sister, Elle, to help her re-open to life. But when she is given another chance at her old life with Freddie, Lydia begins living two lives at once: a world where Freddie, alive, still owns her heart - and her real life, where someone else wants her to stay." -- adapted from jacket